Sunday, April 3, 2011

contact high

I'm starting to lose it again. Maybe it's because this spring weather is bringing back memories of youthful debauchery last year. Or maybe I'm just getting bored. I just keep feeling like I'm missing this last essential piece to the giant puzzle of life.

I want to feel something. Feel so happy that I feel like my life is a musical. Feel so sad that all I want to do is stay inside my bed with my face against the pillow. Feel so angry that I have the urge to be physically violent. Just feel alive and human. I'm getting tired of this monotony. And just tired in general.

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